Twenty Two years has been passed by like sand in hand. Many things came and gone. Some stayed for a while and some just lost. All these days, a same old routine was followed and followed. When you stop and just take a look back to those days, you might wonder what you had done. Everyone wants to live those days. One common thing about those days is that you will find a good reason to laugh. Whether it's about bunking office without permission of boss or going out with four girl and treating all of them like girl friend at the same time!
All those things were real blunders for me. Everyday I woke up and lived it like hell. Didn't know what to do! From where to start! Even why the hell I did this! All I did was just followed an unknown dark path with no future, no goal. It was like my childhood habit. I started bunking my school when I was three and half! Many time I was punished for that but I just said, "The more you stop me, the more I will do this!" Preparing for exams with friends at one of my friends home and just watching a boring bollywood movie all the time. And the most amazing thing was that I still managed to get the best grades.
This thing continued in high school too. No homework and yet I was the best pupil of my batch. For others I was innocent, sweet chocolate boy but inside I was "Mr. wicked one". In my high school, I liked a girl. I think I still like her but she does even bother about my existence. Well, that's a different story. But funny think is that I never talked to her casually just fought with her all the year. Then I decided to choose science stream just for a change. In my whole family I was the only one who even thought to graduate in engineering. And I did took science. Appeared in national level competition examination. Actually I was not even knowing the venue of exam. Now, you can think how careless I was! And guess what? I got good raking and offered Civil Engineering in national institute. Everything was just going good and I just refused the offer from institute and went to another institute to pursue degree in Electrical. That was the worst institute and just a very few were there like that one. I was knowing all this and still I chose that college to shape my career.
As it was an old habit, my blunders continued in colleges. Behaved like each and every girl out there was my girl friend even when I was not knowing name of the few. I never took part in any electrical activity but went to another town just to take part in civil Tech-fest. I bunked lectures and starred female lecturers in class. I discussed Indian behaviour of teenagers and their view about sex with girl who was highly uncomfortable with word like "SEX"! Again after college appeared in national level exam to pursue Master degree in engineering. Again, I dumped my plan and this time I thought to go for MBA.
I joined a local coaching institute and paid a "huge" sum of money without bargaining. Suddenly I got job offer from MNC with a good job role and location and I said no! Why? I didn't knew. I just did not want to join that company. I joined a new company which was setting up a small captive power plant. Now, can any one guess what my first job was? Assisting civil engineer who was just passed out from the very same college which I denied earlier. Since my first day of duty I am doing the same thing. Some times I feel like if I would have followed my family customs and opted statistics in high school, I would not e required to do all those stuffs which I proudly rejected in teenage life. But I would not have enjoyed my college life.
And about my future, still it's hanging in dark as I don't know what will happen next........
All those things were real blunders for me. Everyday I woke up and lived it like hell. Didn't know what to do! From where to start! Even why the hell I did this! All I did was just followed an unknown dark path with no future, no goal. It was like my childhood habit. I started bunking my school when I was three and half! Many time I was punished for that but I just said, "The more you stop me, the more I will do this!" Preparing for exams with friends at one of my friends home and just watching a boring bollywood movie all the time. And the most amazing thing was that I still managed to get the best grades.
This thing continued in high school too. No homework and yet I was the best pupil of my batch. For others I was innocent, sweet chocolate boy but inside I was "Mr. wicked one". In my high school, I liked a girl. I think I still like her but she does even bother about my existence. Well, that's a different story. But funny think is that I never talked to her casually just fought with her all the year. Then I decided to choose science stream just for a change. In my whole family I was the only one who even thought to graduate in engineering. And I did took science. Appeared in national level competition examination. Actually I was not even knowing the venue of exam. Now, you can think how careless I was! And guess what? I got good raking and offered Civil Engineering in national institute. Everything was just going good and I just refused the offer from institute and went to another institute to pursue degree in Electrical. That was the worst institute and just a very few were there like that one. I was knowing all this and still I chose that college to shape my career.
As it was an old habit, my blunders continued in colleges. Behaved like each and every girl out there was my girl friend even when I was not knowing name of the few. I never took part in any electrical activity but went to another town just to take part in civil Tech-fest. I bunked lectures and starred female lecturers in class. I discussed Indian behaviour of teenagers and their view about sex with girl who was highly uncomfortable with word like "SEX"! Again after college appeared in national level exam to pursue Master degree in engineering. Again, I dumped my plan and this time I thought to go for MBA.
I joined a local coaching institute and paid a "huge" sum of money without bargaining. Suddenly I got job offer from MNC with a good job role and location and I said no! Why? I didn't knew. I just did not want to join that company. I joined a new company which was setting up a small captive power plant. Now, can any one guess what my first job was? Assisting civil engineer who was just passed out from the very same college which I denied earlier. Since my first day of duty I am doing the same thing. Some times I feel like if I would have followed my family customs and opted statistics in high school, I would not e required to do all those stuffs which I proudly rejected in teenage life. But I would not have enjoyed my college life.
And about my future, still it's hanging in dark as I don't know what will happen next........
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